For One More Day that I can Say I'm All Alone...Hah.

[peektuttut]

 The days after break ups suck. Not only is it awkward as hell with Steph, but pretty much all my friends at this school were made through Zo. Which makes everything weird. Ives has been playing anti-social with me, eating lunch in the courtyard. I know he's not really a social creature - his words, not mine - but I still feel bad. And I don't have the heart to tell him I want to be alone.

Stephanie avoids me. Which is great, because I'm still mad at her. I also think I love her, but I don't think I can forgive her.

Zo avoids me, I saw her eating lunch with Craig. Glad I didn't join the tennis team, now. And I haven't really seen Jared since summer, with his who's richer games. I should have gone through with my plan to graduate early, would have cut this high school drama crap short. I'm over it. Maybe this is just senioritis. 

Crap. College.

Comments

[sutureself-45.livejournal.com]

Look on the bright side there, Angst. At least both your parents are already dead!

[peektuttut]

...Wow.

Shouldn't you be failing at throwing yourself off a bridge somewhere?

[sapping.livejournal.com]

...You are not makin' me excited to start attendin' a regular school again. Is it really all that bad? I'm sorry, Tim.

[peektuttut]

Ah, no. It's...Probably worse. I dunno, it all depends. I've been to a lot of schools, some were great, some blew, some were okay.

[sapping.livejournal.com]

Ah, all right. Well, is there anythin' I can do to help? You don't sound so good.

[peektuttut]

No, I'm good. The social pariah crap will stop in a few days.

[sapping.livejournal.com]

'F only it were that easy for me. Well, that's good, a few days ain't nothin', really.

[peektuttut]

Nothing but a pain. It's nothing you don't get used to dealing with.

[sapping.livejournal.com]

You know, I'm amazed by how many people seem ta think that gettin' used to it's good enough.

[peektuttut]

There's another option?

[sapping.livejournal.com]

I don't know 'bout that, but I'm lookin' for one.

[peektuttut]

If you find one, let me know.

[checkmymobile.livejournal.com]

This too shall pass. Just focus on your schoolwork; you're almost done, aren't you?

[peektuttut]

I'm not really worried about my school work.

[checkmymobile.livejournal.com]

It should be your biggest concern.

[peektuttut]

No, I mean - I was on track for a Dumeer scholarship half a year ago. This isn't something I worry about.

[checkmymobile.livejournal.com]

...Oh. Then, I guess coursework wouldn't be sufficient to distract you from all of this.

[peektuttut]

Nope. I mumble algebra in my sleep.