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[peektuttut]

So now that the fun's passed...should we put the money we don't have on another flood in a week?

Don't worry. I'm knocking on wood and everything. [He doesn't sound particularly bitter, really. More along the lines of tired.]

[Private to Shego]

[He so doesn't know if they're talking about this, but.] So...guess it's too much to hope that you took a good look at specs for anything cool, huh?

[Private to the Seventh Doctor]

Think the Admiral's trying to tell us something?

[Private to Sylar]

Ready to talk?

Comments

Private

[grayatonement]

Because she's better than it, better than them. She only thinks she wants to be normal because she's afraid of being alone, of the expectations. Insecurities. Weakness.

Private

[peektuttut]

She's afraid of hurting someone. That's not weakness, that's strength.

Private

[grayatonement]

She's afraid of not appeasing her mother.

Private

[peektuttut]

Her mom's crazy, an she knows that. She isn't worried about that.

Private

[grayatonement]

Maybe I really do know her better than anyone here.

Private

[peektuttut]

[Rrrrrrr.] Quitting took a lot of strength, Sylar.

Private

[grayatonement]

No. It took a lot of guilt. Fear is a powerful motivator, Tim. You should know that.

Private

[peektuttut]

I was in a similar situation. Quitting was the more terrifying option. [He. Doesn't like to think about what that means for himself. :C]

Private

[grayatonement]

Now that we've agreed I understand her better than you do, it has nothing to do with actually wanting to be normal. She's better than that and she only gives in on occasion out of fear. That's why I can't accept it.

Private

[peektuttut]

[EYEROLL. But he's not answering because what if Sylar's right. :c]

Then how does that have nothing to do with wanting to be normal?

Private

[grayatonement]

Because she doesn't want to be normal. She wants to avoid the pressure of being special.

[Much like himself. They just had different ways of going about it.]

Private

[peektuttut]

How do you handle the pressure?

Private

[grayatonement]

This isn't about me.

Private

[peektuttut]

Yes it is.

Private

[grayatonement]

[And this is what it looks like when Sylar puts his walls up again.]

What do you want me to say? I kill people.

Private

[peektuttut]

[B| He knows what walls look like. Cut that out, man. :c]

Sylar.

Private

[grayatonement]

Tim.

Re: Private

[peektuttut]

How do you handle it? Do you choose not to? Do you get overwhelmed?

Private

[grayatonement]

I kill people.

Private

[peektuttut]

And that's option number...?

Private

[grayatonement]

One.

[A beat.]

The second is leaving.

Private

[peektuttut]

How do you mean?

Private

[grayatonement]

If I can't kill them, I walk away. Escape.

Private

[peektuttut]

When has that happened?

Private

[grayatonement]

[And that's enough for one day. :|]

Read my file.