Tim Drake (
peektuttut) wrote2009-02-26 10:14 pm
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[RL, Bruce & Robin] Not Sure How I'm Gonna Do This All Again
There were days when school dragged on. When all Tim wanted to do was get out from between these brick walls and into the city, into uniform, into a case. He particularly hated the days when he wanted to get out, but felt a certain amount of dread keeping him from skipping. Stephanie hadn't said a word to him all day; Zoanne said hi, which was more than he expected and probably more than he deserved, after how he'd treated her. But she said hi and then went to sit with Craig Polaski. The last half of the day was even worse. Math and history saw him trying hard to focus on work he'd found juvenile, compared to the things he'd been learning for half a decade.
Not that that made him feel snotty, or anything.
Last period, and Tim sat listening to a lecture on Stalin, leg jiggling under his seat. In a little over an hour and a half, he was going to see Bruce for the first time in weeks. He tapped his pencil against his desk until the kid in front of him shot back a glare. Even Ives passed a note, asking if he was all right. He smiled an of course, but the second the bell rang, Tim was out the door. It felt like he'd left the parking lot before the buses had even started loading; somehow he didn't get a ticket on the way home. Home, this big empty mansion. It wasn't that empty, now that Dick was back in town, and Alfred was always around, but - he couldn't help the discomfort it left him with.
He'd spent most of last night pouring through files, avoiding Dick, and setting up a jump drive. What to give, what to leave out. What to warn against, what to keep silent on. Tim was tempted to pass along a million and one things: Bane breaking his back, the Clench, the quake, No Man's Land, the murder investigation - Darkseid. It was so tempting. And Tim forced himself to only compile the relevant Hush articles: his initial appearance, and the latest attack on Selina. The decision hadn't let him sleep, but he never felt more awake.
It was half past three when Tim was speeding out of the cave, dressed in uniform, jump drive tucked into a pouch on his belt. His car was hidden, and he was perched on a tree branch just inside Aparo Park by a quarter to. Now all there was left was to wait, and swallow his stupid, pounding heart.
Not that that made him feel snotty, or anything.
Last period, and Tim sat listening to a lecture on Stalin, leg jiggling under his seat. In a little over an hour and a half, he was going to see Bruce for the first time in weeks. He tapped his pencil against his desk until the kid in front of him shot back a glare. Even Ives passed a note, asking if he was all right. He smiled an of course, but the second the bell rang, Tim was out the door. It felt like he'd left the parking lot before the buses had even started loading; somehow he didn't get a ticket on the way home. Home, this big empty mansion. It wasn't that empty, now that Dick was back in town, and Alfred was always around, but - he couldn't help the discomfort it left him with.
He'd spent most of last night pouring through files, avoiding Dick, and setting up a jump drive. What to give, what to leave out. What to warn against, what to keep silent on. Tim was tempted to pass along a million and one things: Bane breaking his back, the Clench, the quake, No Man's Land, the murder investigation - Darkseid. It was so tempting. And Tim forced himself to only compile the relevant Hush articles: his initial appearance, and the latest attack on Selina. The decision hadn't let him sleep, but he never felt more awake.
It was half past three when Tim was speeding out of the cave, dressed in uniform, jump drive tucked into a pouch on his belt. His car was hidden, and he was perched on a tree branch just inside Aparo Park by a quarter to. Now all there was left was to wait, and swallow his stupid, pounding heart.

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He slid into the worldhopping gear easier this time than any of the previous ones - it seemed to be getting more and more habitual - and appeared on the road just outside Gotham city limits. No need for cars to be popping into busy freeways, especially the batmobile.
Gotham looked... different on this end. It seemed darker than his own, more menacing and foreboding. He didn't like it - was this the result of Batman's presence? He shuddered to think. Getting to Aparo Park didn't take long, and he arrived at five til, parking on the south side adjacent to a pond that had probably, at one time, been populated with ducks. He opened the top of the car and jumped out, scanning the area for a sign of his future sidekick.
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When Batman made his appearance, though, Tim glanced around. The Dark Knight hadn't been seen in a long while, and while he'd gotten things under control here, it was an odd sensation. Did he hope people would see? It'd reassure them that Batman would be back, as he'd said; it was why he asked the GCPD to switch back tot he Batsignal, no matter how empowering that Robin signal had been...
Tim felt his stomach knot and flipped out of the tree, landing lightly, not far from his
fatherfriend. No need to impress him, he told himself. This wasn't the Bruce he'd grown up with, he told himself. Didn't help much."Run into any trouble?"
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"No - were you expecting me to?" He gestured back to the tumbler - perhaps just because he was that thrilled that his suit now had more mobility in the neck joint. "If that's the case, we should head out. Interacting with criminals in your world could cause a flux in the continuum, given the circumstances."
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"I'd like to avoid cause more problems than there already are," the Boy Wonder said, stepping toward the car. Tank. Uh. "What is this?" He asked, curiosity taking hold.
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"You don't have anything like it here on your world?" He asked once the roof was closed to afford them some privacy. "It's pretty effective, the four-wheel drive capacity of a tank with the turn radius of a Lamborghini."
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Leaning back in his seat, he tried to think of some safe topic of conversation. He couldn't settle on one, and opted for silence. He'd just examine this tumbler instead. Much more heartening than thinking of sitting next to his dead mentor.
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Without leaving room for debate, he shifted gears and suddenly it felt as if something were tugging at their guts and then they appeared in a much brighter-looking Gotham. It got Bruce to thinking that maybe it was just the difference of Gotham with and without Batman - after all, Tim never said how long he'd been dead in that other world. Or, 'dead,' as Edward would have him believe - which brought him to another point he meant to bring up with Tim.
"I want your opinion of Nygma's reformation. He came to me asking for help, he seemed genuine. I want to know if you think it would be safe to bring him to this version of Gotham temporarily to keep him away from Tom Elliot." It felt moronic, asking a child's opinion on these things, and Tony had been more than enough help, but... Tim knew the Riddler better than either of them.
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Glancing sidelong at the Bat, Tim leaned back to brood on it, starting at the topic change. Eyebrows raising behind his mask, he turned to look at Bruce fully. "He came to you for help?" Strange. Was he that desperate? Didn't seem right. He hadn't come to Bruce last time, and this was a Batman he didn't even know. Left a sour taste in Tim's mouth.
"He's reformed. He's a scheming ass, but he's reformed. His plots revolve around getting the media and the public on his side, instead of robbing banks." For a moment, Tim fell silent, thinking. "He's been here before. Do you know how frequently?"
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"I don't want to put this world in danger by letting him stay here, but if he's in danger, and he came to me... I should help." He headed for the Palisades, making a sharp left to get them on the right highway. "He knows who I am and he hasn't told anyone. That should give him some points to his credit."
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Peering at the signs as Bruce maneuvered, Tim frowned lightly, murmuring "Palisades?" to himself. Strange. This should be the Heights...There were more differences than he expected. Glancing back at Bruce, the Boy Wonder shook his head. "He won't tell. It's part of his make up. He likes to know things. He likes to hold knowing things above other peoples' heads. He knows you know he knows; that's what he wants, and doesn't intend to share Gotham's biggest secret with anyone else. Unless he has to," he added, thinking of the first time Hush came to town.
"I'd be wary. Him coming to you is strange. Stinks of searching out new contacts, new holes to crawl into should things go bad. New back up plans. He never came to - us."
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It was better to be direct in getting his answers, Bruce found. And, it was about time he decided what he was going to do about this situation. "Knowing that if you chose not to help him and Thomas Elliot did kill him, you might as well be tried as an accessory. Would you turn him away?"
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"I'd help him," he said, facing forward again. He had a lot of accidental deaths on his conscience, same as all of them. "Trust is another thing."
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"So, what information do you have on Elliot? Nygma gave me a brief overview that was really... far from informative."
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"Of course he did. Those are my files on Hush, including personal documentaries that we put together about his time away from Gotham, his first time back in the city, and what he did to Catwoman." He'd edited out her name, unsure if Bruce knew her here or not. "I don't know what you think of him, but he is no friend of yours."
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"We're still undergoing construction down here - we started while the manor was being rebuilt after the fire, but it's hard when you're doing it all yourself," he explained away the construction tools everywhere, allowing his voice to return to normal. "So, while I'm downloading this information onto my computers, maybe you should tell me what you can about Catwoman - she's been on the community. I'm sure you've seen her. Is she a serious threat? She doesn't appear to be violent or hostile toward Batman."
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"Different Catwoman," he said dismissively. He'd been wondering at the blondeness. "Not from my Gotham. As far as threats go on my world, she isn't really one of them, not anymore. She has her own way, and comparatively, I'll take hers over anyone else's."
Wandering over toward the computers, Tim frowned at the small screens, used to the giant monitor. "There was a fire?"
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"Three Gothams. I'm beginning to hate this multi-verse, thing." He confessed, running a hand through his hair. "The entire manor was burned to the ground. Not much was saved, but we've rebuilt it brick for brick like it was - but we reinforced the area of the cave and closed off the well." He explained, careful not to mention how the fire started. That was somewhere he didn't want to go. He had enough nightmares about Ra's al Ghul as it was.
"Nygma said the same thing about Tommy. I know he went to a mental hospital, I didn't realize it was so bad, though."
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"A fire. And this is - the Palisades? This area's called the palisades?" Strange. There were points of recognition, but at the same time..."Harvey - he was scarred by fire. Right?" Weird. The differences were building up, but Tim wasn't sure what they meant - if they meant anything.
Shaking his head, Tim nodded toward the computer. "Everything you need is right there. He's not just sick, Bruce, he's really - are his parents alive, on your world? Any accidents when you were kids?"
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"This area of Gotham is called the Palisades, yes. And, Tom Elliot's parents were killed when we were young. Car crash. Then, he attacked a kid at summer camp - that was why he was sent to the psychiatric ward." He finished the first part of the file. "Which looks copacetic to your files on him."
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He'd catalogue those differences later; Elliot was more important, now.
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He read aloud the important parts, "father was killed instantaneously, mother sustained nearly fatal injuries, presiding surgeon Thomas Wayne... critical condition for two weeks... She lived." That was enough to spark the memory - he had been there. "I told him that my dad would be able to save them both, but he could only save his mother. I was there when Thomas found out."
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And he didn't want this happening again, not if he could stop it.
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"Are you sure? Are you positive he was responsible for his father's death? He... was infuriated with me, though, you don't understand, I told him that they were both going to live and he... was filled with rage when he found out his father had died. He became physically violent because of it, and you're telling me that he did it? That's impossible, children aren't that good at acting."
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He could still remember, one of the only times he'd seen Batman out of commission: the jumpline had been cut, and a several story fall had cracked his head open. All the beginning of an elaborate plan to bring Tommy Elliot, the successful brain doctor back into Bruce's life. Tim shook his head. "He's dangerous, he knows who you are, and I wouldn't be surprised if my Elliot" God, that was sickening "wants to kill you. He missed his chance on our world." Oh you could just gather the bitter in a jam jar.
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"Why does he want to kill the Riddler? Edward would be more use to him alive than dead, from what I can see and what you've told me." He slammed a fist on the table in front of him. He hated not having the answers - being short fifteen years and various details made it damn hard to defend himself against these people. "It doesn't make sense."
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"Revenge? Betrayal? I don't know, and sometimes, I'm not sure I want to know."
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It was said with the slightest hint of bitterness - he'd gotten himself into this, yes, and he wanted to continue doing it, but people like the Joker and Crane weren't part of the deal, back then. Before Batman, crime was simple. But, it had evolved.
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"There are differences between our Gothams," he said abruptly. No sense in dwelling on what neither of them knew.
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"Not to mention if you were helping me here, I'd never send you into the city wearing spandex - that doesn't do much against bullets, in case you haven't learned that the hard way. I use titanium plates wrapping in tight-weave kevlar, you should consider it if you want to keep your head. The Joker's ruthless."
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"I know the Joker," he added. It was strange, that this Bruce didn't know everything he'd gone through with the Clown Prince.
"And Dent was scarred by acid, in my world. There was no fire in Wayne Manor; not one that brought it down like this. We did our remodeling after the quake. And this area is called the Heights, not the Palisades." He still...wasn't sure if it meant anything. Just felt like it should.
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"...Acid?" It suddenly occurred to him. "So, Rachel wasn't killed in an explosion?"
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There were things here he wanted to do, wanted to know, but there was a gnawing in the back at his head. One telling him to get the hell out of here, before he ruined this. Somehow. This Gotham felt - better? No, no, he didn't like that. But this Gotham had a Dent who wasn't completely a villain. It had people like Rachel Dawes, and Joker and Scarecrow were the only real villains to worry about. This Gotham still had Bruce.
Tim cut that line of thought abruptly. He knew Nightwing could keep the city safe come night, but Anarky was Robin's problem to deal with, and the Boy Wonder wasn't comfortable leaving that unchecked. He should get back to wear he was needed. And stop thinking that he needed to do everything he could for this Gotham, too.
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"I've known her since she was born, her family worked in the manor. We used to play there as children..." He seemed lost in the memories, and when he reached the one of him walking through the ashes of what might have very well been her body, he cringed visibly. New topic.
"There's no use over-analyzing the differences, for the time being, if we wanted to know the meaning of them we could simple ask the Doctor. It's something of a specialty for him, from what I understand. But, I'm going to go ahead and assume that you, like me, have higher priorities than determining the meaning."
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"I do," he said shortly. "You have all the files on Elliot." He wanted to tell Bruce to be careful, to not do anything stupid, but it seemed such a strange thing to do. "And if you do keep Nygma safe here, I want to know about it."
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"You seem anxious to return to your own world, and I need to get started on patrol here, too."
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"Yeah, I've got things to take care of. You do too, obviously." He turned, starting for the tumbler (which was still so cool), before pausing to glance back. "When things calm down, for both of us," he said, not sure at all why he was saying it, "we should go on patrol."
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"If things ever calm down, Tim, we won't need to. But, I'd like that. Hopefully, Joker and Crane won't be free for much longer and I'll have the time to spare." He explained, following him toward the Tumbler and pulling the cowl back on.
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"You know what I mean. Believe it or not, there will be calm days. Ones that aren't calm enough to make you worry." The curl of his mouth turned into more of a smile as he walked around the tumbler. "They're good days."
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Those were definitely the best nights, though. Even though he'd often complained about the boredom.
Sitting in the tumbler, Tim stared hard at the dashboard in front of him. There had been something he wanted to ask, since finding out about this world, this Bruce, something he was certain he probably shouldn't ask, but needed to hear. He couldn't stop the words bubbling out, but he did make them aloof; Alfred's acting lessons coming in handy once again. "Have you ever heard of a Darkseid, here?"
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"That's ridiculous." He pointed out, shaking his head. "Hardly inspires fear, as most criminals try to."
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"Of course, he's got cayenne pepper, too. One shot in some poor guys' eyes and that's it. Wouldn't call him scary. Creative, maybe, but no, not fear inspiring." Leaning back and crossing his arms thoughtfully, Tim tilted his head to the side. "Then there's Killer Croc, Jane Doe, Calendar Man, Clayface, Man-Bat. Penguin....Firefly, Mad Hatter...Killer Moth, Magpie, Orca, Great White Shark, Whale...More fish themed people than you'd expect." Tim shook his head, crooked smile not particularly mirthful.