The days after break ups suck. Not only is it awkward as hell with Steph, but pretty much all my friends at this school were made through Zo. Which makes everything weird. Ives has been playing anti-social with me, eating lunch in the courtyard. I know he's not really a social creature - his words, not mine - but I still feel bad. And I don't have the heart to tell him I want to be alone.

Stephanie avoids me. Which is great, because I'm still mad at her. I also think I love her, but I don't think I can forgive her.

Zo avoids me, I saw her eating lunch with Craig. Glad I didn't join the tennis team, now. And I haven't really seen Jared since summer, with his who's richer games. I should have gone through with my plan to graduate early, would have cut this high school drama crap short. I'm over it. Maybe this is just senioritis. 

Crap. College.